[ She shakes her head. ] Like I said. Hebrew and Greek, I think, but I can't remember more than some of the sounds. They might be rattling around in here-- [ She taps her temple. ] --if the spell breaking didn't kill those brain cells.
[ His forbearance is noted and appreciated. But like, actually. ]
To find out its name, I think, first of all. After that -- I don't know.
[ She sighs, shakes her head, and moves to pour them each a cup of tea. It helps her feel like there's something to be done. ]
I've heard that exorcisms aren't likely to work. Wherever we are, we're not connected to Hell, so I can't send it packing. So, maybe a binding to make sure it can't hurt its host. Assuming I can figure out a ritual for that.
Because a person has a right to their own fucking body. He didn't ask for this. This demon and -- some magicians or cult or something, its human agents, they tried to expel him from his own body.
The same thing that happens every time I fail, Morpheus. Someone would die. Do you think I'd be asking for help from anyone, let alone you, if I hadn't considered how badly I might fuck this up if I attempt action and fail? If I hadn't considered if he'd be better off without me?
[ She sits back in her chair, annoyed -- at herself, the situation, him, the City, all of it -- and rubs the bridge of her nose. ]
I'm fully fucking aware of how it sounds. [ Despite the swearing, she's keeping her tone as even as a hangman's tread. ] And I'm fully aware of how little I can do in this fucking place. Trust me.
Maybe I can bind it. Maybe I can't. Maybe I can pull it out of him and put it in a ring. Maybe I can talk to it and find out what it wants and they can set up a happy little co-op in his brain. Maybe I do nothing and it scratches 'round the inside of his head until he rips his scalp off with his own nails trying to get it out. And maybe I do something, and I destroy a kid who-- [ Here her voice shakes briefly before she steels it. ] --came to me for help, and I live with the consequences of that.
It's all infinite possibilities as long as I don't have its name.
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[ that piques his interest. ]
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[ A grim shrug. ] Then it threw me across the room and blew the spell so hard we both got knocked out for a second.
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[ Concussions. Super bad for you. ]
I'm not holding my breath.
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[ Gotta say it sometimes, Constantine. ]
'Cause I don't know what to do. And I could use your help. If you'd give it.
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To what end?
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To find out its name, I think, first of all. After that -- I don't know.
[ She sighs, shakes her head, and moves to pour them each a cup of tea. It helps her feel like there's something to be done. ]
I've heard that exorcisms aren't likely to work. Wherever we are, we're not connected to Hell, so I can't send it packing. So, maybe a binding to make sure it can't hurt its host. Assuming I can figure out a ritual for that.
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[ She blinks at him, surprised. ]
It's not baking cookies for its neighbors. The host thinks he's been cursed.
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[ She sounds more surprised than angry. This is not really how she expected this conversation to go. ]
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I'm trying to help a kid who's losing his mind because he has a demon in his soul.
Is that a problem for you, or something?
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I hold no stake in it. But others might, should you take action.
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I'm working on it.
[ That's reassuring!! ]
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[ flatly. ]
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[ She sits back in her chair, annoyed -- at herself, the situation, him, the City, all of it -- and rubs the bridge of her nose. ]
I'm fully fucking aware of how it sounds. [ Despite the swearing, she's keeping her tone as even as a hangman's tread. ] And I'm fully aware of how little I can do in this fucking place. Trust me.
Maybe I can bind it. Maybe I can't. Maybe I can pull it out of him and put it in a ring. Maybe I can talk to it and find out what it wants and they can set up a happy little co-op in his brain. Maybe I do nothing and it scratches 'round the inside of his head until he rips his scalp off with his own nails trying to get it out. And maybe I do something, and I destroy a kid who-- [ Here her voice shakes briefly before she steels it. ] --came to me for help, and I live with the consequences of that.
It's all infinite possibilities as long as I don't have its name.
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The host requested your help?
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